Going to try

well, i have decided that i need a way to express myself so i am going to try to blog. normally, i write poetry, but i have to get too emotional in order to write anything good. granted there are times that i am very emotional thanks to post pregnancy hormones. i think it is also due to lack of sleep. i have 2 beautiful little girls, a crazy work schedule, volunteer for The Mommies Network, and sell Avon. between the everything, i barely get 4-5 hours of broken sleep a night. so here i am...should be getting into bed, but instead, i am writing / setting up a blog. not sure how often i will get to update this or where i will go with my ramblings, but here is my start. for now though, it is time to put my head to the pillow.